Just yesterday I was ranting about being lonely... But God really knows how to pick me up. After a grande caramel macchiatto and phonecall with ate pepay,my spirit was lifted. And as I was drifting to sleep last night, I felt much joy pulsing in my heart. I can literally feel my heart throbing with joy. I felt content. I knew it just wasn't because of the coffee or he fun chat with ate peps, though God did use them too. But i'm certain that it was the Lord filling me with His stubborn joy-that unexplainable joy. I still miss my loves back home... I still have my longings, but I'm no longer frustrated and depressed. And it's all because of Him. I know that the enemy will try to take this joy away from me, but I am certain that the Lord will uphold me. Whom shall I fear when I am Yours?